Archive for November, 2007

my heart is heavy right now. as it was last year at this time.

his second tour. he’s only a kid (2 me). i can’t even fathom-

i would say that i hate everything that is going on in afghanistan and iraq right now, but i believe to hate you once had to love.

instead, i do not like- with great disdain- what ‘s doing.

we have two conservative governments- one the puppet master and one the puppet- that are there illegally and with no restraint, remorse or thought of anything worthy. vacancy.

4 my friend matty.
4 matty. 4 his humanitarian effort as a medic. 4 his too early view at death – for death that could have been otherwise prevented.

or do i just live in a magical world?

i’m tired of apathy-

edit: by the by, Matt is NOT home for Christmas. this is my fav and his fav christmas song.

These are words of caring by Jake Surette…

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Someone made a comment that Christmas is for the Christians – Good Gravy – so NOT true – it is the spirit of the Christ and pure unconditional love keeping that spirit alive all year round – it involves all humanity – what the blazes is it important about limiting it to one segment of the worlds people. One of my neighbours years ago – I am sure I have shared this – I took great pleasure in telling this so called born again woman – that I was NOT a Christian – her response was what – but you talk about Christ – you believe in Christ – yes my reply was but he was actually Jewish – - he was a child of God as are we all are children of God – to me the essence of God is love – so I personally do not worry if people accept me when they know I am not a “Christian” – I am a child of God and I KNOW that I am loved.

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Flag of Peace

On the internet on 9/11 searching for the list of patients in NYC hospitals looking for the son of a teacher of my grandson – there were so many list and so many souls hurt and hearts broken. I stumbled upon the rendering of the more appropriate version I feel of the American flag. I printed it out – loved it – unfortunately it was put into a folder and filed away in a box for years – always in the back of my mind – then recently as I was doing a “Why the hell am I keeping that cleaning”? There is was – I rush it thru my scanner – upload it to my Flickr – now I share it with everyone.

I am as I have said many times – a rainbow child of God/Great Spirit – an American and quite proud of being an American – Over the many years of my life I have experienced both joy and comfort from seeing the flag – not so now – every time I see it – it saddens me as I get this shiver at what it has become – I see Cheney – Rove and and the man who supposedly was elected president – I see the lies and dis-respect from these men – it reminds me that their evil and lies have murdered men and women in our armed forces and the innocent people in their own countries – civilians – over a million – all because of oil and the control of that resource. I do not feel good in other words when I see it waving in the breeze.

When as I mentioned on 9/11 I found this and for me it clicked – I chose this – with the stars in the shape of the symbol of peace the dove – I now share with all who need it too. Yes, let there be peace on Earth and let it begin with me…

ALL WE ARE SAYING – IS GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!!! – Amen to that!

A Different Christmas Poem
Let Us Not Forget Our Heroes!

Michael Marks

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,

I gazed round the room, and I cherished the sight.

My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,

My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.

Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,

Transforming the yard to a winter delight.

The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,

Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.

My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,

Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.

In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,

So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.

The sound wasn’t loud, and it wasn’t too near,

But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.

Perhaps just a cough, I didn’t quite know, Then the

sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.

My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,

And I crept to the door just to see who was near.

Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,

A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,

Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.

Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,

Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.

“What are you doing?” I asked without fear.

“Come in this moment, it’s freezing out here!”

Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve,

You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!”

For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift,

Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts..

To the window that danced with a warm fire’s light

Then he sighed and he said “Its really all right”.

“I’m out here by choice. I’m here every night.”

“It’s my duty to stand at the front of the line,

That separates you from the darkest of times,
No one had to ask or beg or implore me,

I’m proud to stand here like my fathers before me.”

My Gramps died at “Pearl on a day in December”,

Then he sighed, “That’s a Christmas ‘Gram’ always remembers.”

“My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ‘Nam’,

And now it is my turn and so, here I am,

I’ve not seen my own son in more than a while,

But my wife sends me pictures, he’s sure got her smile.”

Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag,

The red, white, and blue… an American flag.

“I can live through the cold and the being alone,

A way from my family, my house and my home.”

“I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet,

I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.

I can carry the weight of killing another,

Or lay down my life with my sister and brother.”

“Who stand at the front against any and all,

To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall.”

“So go back inside,” he said, “harbor no fright,

Your family is waiting and I’ll be all right.”

“But isn’t there something I can do, at the least,

Give you money, I asked, ‘or prepare you a feast’?

“It seems all too little for all that you’ve done,

For being away from your wife and your son.”

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret,

“Just tell us you love us, and never forget.

To fight for our rights back at home while we’re gone,

To stand your own watch, no matter how long.”

“For when we come home, either standing or dead,

To know you remember we fought and we bled,

Is payment enough, and with that we will trust,

That we mattered to you as you mattered to us”.

PLEASE, Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon, and some credit is due to our U.S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let’s try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think. Please pray for our military.

Thank you for sharing Gary…

I who am the beauty of the green earth

And the white moon among the stars

And the mysteries of the waters,

I call upon your soul to arise and come unto me.

For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.

From Me all things proceed and unto Me they must return.

Let my worship be in the heart that rejoices, for behold-

All acts of love and pleasure are My rituals

.Let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion,

Honour and humility, mirth and reverence within you.

And you who seek to know Me, know that your

Seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless

You know the Mystery:

For if that which you seek, you find not within yourself,

You will never find it without.

For behold, I have been with you from the beginning,

And I am that which is attained at the end of desire.

Thank you – Penny…